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Adeline's current mood: Please don't go Saturday, February 27, 2010 When even my very own mum was cursing my existence in her house, she was the only family who kept me in her house and didn't want me to go back to my own home. Of course, I had LG and GFOM and I had her. I can still remember her eyes 2 years back when I told her "I'm going back home." Her reply? "Stay here la!" At that time, many people seems to chase me back to my own home. She was the few who ask me to stay and not go home. Perhaps nobody will understand how sad I am. The forbidden event was never mention again. But it is always in my heart the solace she gave me when she took me in. She can't bear to see me go. How can she bear to go this time? I called her house, the cockroach house. My greatest fear is cockroach. Yet, I stayed at the cockroach house yesterday. I wanted to boil water for her last night, but upon seeing a big fat cockroach on the sink, I put the kettle down and make do with whatever water there is. For the night, I lay beside her on her dirty bed where the bed sheet was never change. I woke up this morning to realise I was sleeping on her underwear. A normal me would have freaked out, yet, this time, I didn't. I continue to stay and lay beside her. All I want is to stay with her for a while longer. Haven't been sleeping for 2 days already. Tired but can't sleep. Hungry but can't eat. I just hope she will be ok. Doctor says she doesn't have much time. I hate you, doctors. You guys are bullshits... Please don't go, ok? *Nothing is forever- happiness and unhappiness alike* Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 5:24 PM 0 comments

~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore

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