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Adeline's current mood: Her hugs seem like yesterday... Saturday, March 06, 2010 The familiar face who was always delighted at my presence... The familiar lady who's always digging out her rubbish from her rubbish collection for me. The familiar partner whom I had a promise to visit Haikou together with. The familiar hands which hold me so tight at the hospital. The same hands I rubbed so hard not wanting to let it turn cold. The familiar body which I hug so tight hoping I can give her the energy she need to survive the pain. The same body I shook hoping I can wake her up... Those familiar face, hands and body lay motionless in the wooden box now... Merely 1 week, she left... I told sis babe Elaine, "now if i leave home there won't be anyone who will welcome me as much as her." Sis babe's replied"why would you want to leave home?" No, the main point is i'll never has someone who's always so supportive of me anymore, even if i'm doing wrong things... I can still remember when I was younger, she brought me to one of the houses she worked for. It was one of those condo where some japanese men stayed. As natural men, they had some interesting japanese magazines there. Being a young and inquisitive girl then, I flipped through those magazines with big and fascinated eyes. Magazines after magazines, I do not understand a single word in the magazines but the photos were enough to keep me occupied for hours. My grandma? She knew I was looking at those porn magazine, she just let me be. There were 1 particular photo where the girl had some hair at her "cheesepie" and I laugh at it, pointing at those hair to my grandma. She "aiyo-ed" and went back to cleaning the house. There memories replayed time and again. My tears continued to flow non-stop. It's all over. *Nothing is forever- happiness and unhappiness alike* Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 8:00 AM 0 comments

~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore

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