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Adeline's current mood: A post of thanks Saturday, March 13, 2010 It's ain't easy having a depressed friend. We just do not know what to do or what to say to make the friend less, sad. A BIG THANK YOU to all my beloved friends who has been through this downtime with me.. They are... My Energizer, you're the first person to know about my grandma's matter. It must have been hard on you to hang out with someone who is always rushing to go upon receiving a call. But you know, I really appreciate you being there for me, accompanying me. Without you, I would have gone to Changi MRT station to get to Changi Hospital, 'cuz I was too panicky to even think... Thankfully I had you to guide me. Your consoling sms everyday was my comfort everytime I was weak. My LG, throughout the week I was weak, your constant sms and msn gave me strength to carry on. The week was tiring. Thankfully, I had you to lessen my burden. My sweetie meow meow would have starve for the week if it wasn't for you. That night at the wake, you accompany me throughout the night. If it wasn't for you, the night would have been so arduous fighting to stay awake. My Ben & Jie, it was really a surprise to see both of you. I was very sad and lonely the day my grandma pass away. I was glad both of you came the first day I was so weak, to accompany me. I really needed someone to talk to me. I was very hungry, yet the hungry could not overcome the pain of losing someone dear. I lost my appetite. For the day, my biggest meal was those peanuts I ate when you guys were around. If not for your guys, I don't think I will have the energy to carry on. My Sis Babe, everyday, I was hoping to have someone by my side. Among all my family and friends, you are one who understands my situation most. Yes, now if i leave home again, I will not have any place to go. It's sad but it is consoling enough to have someone who undertands me. You didn't say you will take me in, that sounds so wrong as a senior, yet I knew you care alot for me. You even ask me out for breakfast that day, after knowing I haven't been eating much for days. When I couldn't make it, you "da bao" Sausage McMuffin and milo to bring it to the wake for me. Although I have no appetite, I still finished the breakfast. That was my 3 meals for the day. Really apprecaiate the sweet thought. My DY, whenever anything happen to me, you will always be there for me. This time was no exception either. When you were here, I cheered up after that. ALl your jokes and stories made me lighten up alot. My Potato and Jeremy, I didn't expect my potato to turn up for the wake. She seems to be always so busy. Yet, I was really thankful that she offered to come. I really really needed that. It was really good having a 15 years long time friends like you. I will miss you alot when you go Australia next year. My Isidore, although we haven't known each other for long, I am really grateful for you for patiently listening to my venting and sad stories, I needed a avenue to let out the sadness inside me. That night, I was lying beside my grandma while messaging you. I couldn't let out the sadness with my grandma beside me. I was fortunate enough to have you on the other end of the phone consoling me. I just needed someone to listen to me, and you were there. I am sorry to make you sad. But, really, thanks for being so supportive through this downtime. I'm really blessed to have known you. My Sunshine, one of the few who realise something is wrong with me, your message came in time to give the depress girl the emotional support I needs. You're a great friend indeed. Sorry about the missed cycling trip. I promise I will fulfill the trip next time. Before that, we shall go see our ang mo together! My Zhuang Zhuang, "Be strong" is something I forgot when I lost someone so dear to me. Yet, Your reminder came just in time for me to find the strength I need. My Uncle Lot, that day you msn me after seeing my :'( status. Time and again, chatting with you on msn gave me a peaceful mind. You said to let my grandma go with a smile. That make absolute sense. I really appreciate you being there for me. Thank you uncle... You're the best uncle ever! My GFOM, so far yet the effort to relate to my story really comforts me. Telling me about your own story makes me feel like you understands my situation. Thank you, really, thank you. A even BIGGER thanks to Energizer and LG for smsing me early in the morning on the day of my grandmother's funeral. It was the last few hours my grandma can be around with me. I was overcame with sadness. Your smses came in time as a emotional support knowing even when I lose my grandma, I still had both of you to depend on. Last but not least, I thank everyone who tried to show concern, but which I haven't got the time to tell you what happen, like Junyi, Ouxiang and PY. It's great to have you around. And to those who has been following my situation closely without telling me, I thank you for your unconditional silent care and concern. I wouldn't be able to make it till now. I would have gone crazy if not for all your love. Thank you everyone, for being there for me. I love all of you! *Nothing is forever- happiness and unhappiness alike* Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 2:46 PM 0 comments

~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore

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