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I just want to keep my happy family. Am I wrong? Saturday, April 10, 2010 My phone goes "ring ring ring!!!" I was in utter distress. That day, she said, "I will get the money back from your mother to give you the money for your studies." I shed a tear. It wasn't everyday that you get people stuffing you with 30k asking you to attend school. ------------------------ It was 10.30pm that day. Praying ceremony at my late grandma house starts at 11pm. My dad, being a very stern and punctual man would never be smiling to someone who is very late. I rushed my ass downstairs after I took my shower. I knew dad would be flaring while mum will be argueing to speak up for me. AS I entered the car, to my surprise, I saw my mother holding to a fake gold chain, smiling from ear to ear, telling me dad gave her a gold chain. My dad? He was smiling cheekily at his ingenious idea of coaxing my mum. I played along with them. I said, "Mum, 还不给爸爸一个吻？" They laughed. We laughed. ------------------------- Perhaps these are small little events which may seems insignificant to many family. But, to me, these moments are priceless. I grew up in a family where there was much financial quarrel in the family. The atmosphere was tense. Mum and dad were always at cold war. Anger and wars were frequent in the household. After I quitted school, everything changed. Thinking back those days when dad always say he doesn't feel like going home everyday, when mum says if it wasn't for my sister, she would have jump down the flat, i shiver with fear. Mum and dad are always so loving together now. They had dinner together almost everyday. During the weekends, Dad would bring mum and sis out for meals without fail. For me, I will be alone at home cooking corn soup for myself. Mum, dad and sis will come back smiling. Looking at those smiles, I felt my decision was right. They no longer quarrel about what they only quarrel about - money. I had a happy family now. And this happy family is so hard to come by. I wish this happy family could continue... :( I really really doesn't want to anything to change. I rather lose that 30k just to be with my happy family. Yet, when she say, "If you don't listen to me, i will be very sad." and mum said, "She's already 80 plus. Her health isn't very good nowadays, don't provoke her." I was cornered, threatened, lost. If you were me, what will you do? I just want to hide, run, hide, to where? I don't know... I'm lost. Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 10:53 AM 0 comments |
~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore 
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