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My Weirdness Saturday, July 24, 2010 Rose was pleasantly surprised when she received regards from people whom she wouldn't imagine would read her blog. The number of readers I have is something I would not have expected ever since my blog counter show "0" readership everyday (I've removed the counter since, to console myself. Haha!) Thanks to all my readers for dropping by. It's you who keeps the blogger and blog going. GFOM once said, "You are weird." Today, I want to clarify all the questions I could not answer properly when asked. 1. Why can't people ask what you're doing? Ans: 'Cuz when loneliness engulfed and tears flowed, I looked beside me and saw that I'm still alone, I know nobody is responsible for my own happiness. And I am not accountable to anybody. If we're close enough, you most probably would know what I am usually doing at any point of time. 2. What is wrong with wanting to walk you home / send you somewhere? Ans: 'Cuz I know eventually, I will be on my own. I do not want to rely on anybody. Having someone there for me is addictive. I do not want to be addicted again. 3. Why did you take donkey years to reply my sms? Ans: 'Cuz Rose is a busy girl. And Rose hates to look at her phone and sees that nobody sms/call her. She will be very disappointed. To save herself from all the hurt, she usually leave her phone somewhere where she won't check it. 4. Why didn't you pick up your call? What if I'm halfway to my grave and I need you? Ans: Where are you when I was very sad and needed you? 5. Why won't you talk to me more often? Ans: Why do u turn so cold when I talk to you and only come back to me when I'm no longer into you? 6. Why won't you care more for me? Ans: Haven't I care enough? Sorry, Maybe I've neglected you, but I will try my best. (Thankfully, nobody asked me that before. Shows I'm a caring friend!) 7. Do you love me? Ans: Rose has lost the ability to define what is love, so she most probably can't tell whether she love you. 8. Will you have sex with me? Ans: Rose will give you a kick in your balls to let you have a taste of orgasm. 9. When are you free for dinner? Ans: I would never be free because my dates are filled almost everyday. I wouldn't know whether I will be free unless I know when I'm meeting you. Wouldn't "Let's have dinner next Friday." be better? 10. Can I meet you every week? Ans: I believe a balanced relationship is a combination of spending quality time and allowing the other party to have the freedom of time to do their own things too. I once had a great friend who meet me every week. It was overwhelming for me. Eventually, some unhappy event happened and we split. Maybe she doesn't know, but that scar remains in my heart. I hope history does not repeat. I have to admit I'm weird sometimes, but I'm thankful to all my friends who readily accepted all my weirdnesses. See something different From where I stand Grown taller Able to understand Feel things that touches the heart The meaning behind every word Spoken or unspoken The joy of love The sadness of loss ~Theresa Lim Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 2:21 PM 0 comments |
~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore |