Adeline's current mood:
Chinese New Year Friday, February 04, 2011 This Chinese New Year, everything is the same except she is no longer around. I still could not reconcile with myself over the loss of my beloved grandma- the one who dote on me unconditionally. The one who will always say yes to me. The one who will ask me to eat the bak gua when my parents frown upon it. She's the mother of my father, nobody defies her. I basked in her love all those while and now it's all gone. Tears flows uncontrollably. I never know how important she is until I lost her. Nobody mentions about her this year. However, I just could not get her out of my mind. I wish she is still around and call her 'popo' like how it used to be. I could not figure out why do people have to leave and good things have to end. Why can't there be forever... :( This Chinese New Year, my heart feels so empty. I'm surrounded by so many people but it's never going to be the same again. I guess that's life and nobody treasures till something is gone. Or maybe we do treasure, but the hard truth of loss will hit harder when it's gone. My grandma may be gone, but she will be in my heart, now and forever. I love you, popo. Wishing all my beloved readers a Very Happy New Year! May all your wishes come true in this Rabbit year. Yours sincerely, Author of aninvisibleblog, Adeline a.k.a Rose Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 1:11 AM 0 comments |
~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore |