It was really nice seeing the usually sombre-looking S, looking so happy on his big day. He was smiling from ear to ear.

S was complaining about the hassle of preparing for the wedding prior to this day. But looking at how successful the event turn out, I think it's all worth the trouble. He would agree.

A thousand thought raced across my mind as the couple walked in through the red carpet. I closed my eye and could not think further. I used to think walking down the red carpet with your man would be the most memorable thing to do this life. This is no longer true.

1 week prior to S wedding, P commented about marriage being the graveyard of love. And P happens to be the most responsible and nice guy of all.

1 month prior to S wedding, S commented he don't feel like marrying at all.

Is marriage really that scary?

I would never comprehend why they got married when they don't feel like marrying. I know they are not alone. But I still cannot help but feel sad that where has true love gone?

I used to think that married is a very sweet romantic 'thing' which I get to spend the rest of my life with the person I love, raising our kids together and going through life's ups and downs together.

What I fail to think is that hardly any guy think this way. Or rather, I have never come across any. Marriage to many guy, is more of a duty than a wish. Maybe perhaps all males are wired this way. Their duty end with procreation.

Although that notion that "True love doesn't exist" is getting stronger every day, I tell myself, true love will prove itself someday. I might be a little sceptical about marriage but I will remain hopeful that I could marry a man I love and a man who truly loves me.

No duty, no responsibility, just a wish to spend the rest of our life together with the person we hold so dear.