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End of 2012 Saturday, December 22, 2012 2012 is finally coming to an end. I am so glad 2013 is coming, a new year, a new beginning. I hope to put the past behind me and move on bravely. For the past few months, I have been putting on a brave front and a fake smile as I deal with all the challenges faced by me and my family. My theory of "Happiness. If you can't be it, fake it till you get it." somehow makes me feel better. No point indulging in self-sorrow. What happened in 2012. 2012 was supposedly a happy year as I can finally be with my love one. I was betrayed. I left. The months that followed were fearful and lonely. My family was not helping either as they kept mentioning about the bastard. Following the unfortunate event, my beloved aunt faced exactly the same predicament. As everyone console her when she was crying, I continue to face the demon within myself. I was not able to get out of the depression. I wish I could cry, because that's when people know how hurt I really am. But my tear was depleted. My heart was cold. Life became meaningless. Struggling "When things hit rock bottom, the only way is up" I enrolled in school. I forced myself to go out with my friends, I download all sorts of games and apps to keep myself occupied. When weekend comes, the same loneliness still overwhelm me. During this struggling period, I was fortunate enough to have really caring friends and colleague to talk to me and listen to me. Moving On I can now joke and talk nonsense like how I used to be, even though I might have scare some potential guy with my crazy antic. ( I know I am supposed to act like I am a demure gentle girl, that's what most guys prefer.) Nonetheless, I am glad I have opened up from the depression. 2013 What's an End of Year Blog entry without New Year Resolution? Here goes: -Be happy -Be happy -Be happy No longer a list of things I want or to achieve. Because life should be enjoyed in every moment, after the disappointment. Signing Off... The Girl Who No Longer Believes In "Forever" 2:29 PM 0 comments |
~About Me~ Name: The Girl D.O.B: 28 Jan 1988 Gender: Female Location: Singapore 
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